I wish I could have spun faster.

http://xkcd.com/162/

I just didn't know tomorrow would be yesterday.

Did you say it?
I love you
I dont ever want to live without you
You changed my life
Did you say it?
Make a plan
Set a goal
Work toward it
But every now and then look around
Drink it in
Cause this is it
It might all be gone tomorrow

So things didn't turn out right, does that make the past worthless?

So my wife realized/accepted/came to terms with her sexuality. One that's not the same as mine. I don't know when this happened, and I plan to discuss this and talk about it more, but the issue isn't about that really.

What do we do now? What is our future? What is my future? Who am I now that I am not her husband?

I knew the moment I first kissed her that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. What do I do with my life now? Who am I?

Obviously, we've got a lot to still discuss. Divorcing now has a lot of down sides. But waiting isn't such a good option either.

But I don't want to spend my life without her. But we can't go on like this either.

I guess we'll just have to see.

Finals

Wow, I have not updated all semester. That's special. It's finals time, and the science building is quiet. I'll try to find a dp for today, I think.

Daily picture

Demo day!

School Updates

School always starts out weird. Its like you have all this nervous energy as the courses start, and no way to expend it. So you're all fired up and just waiting. Its so vexing. Of course, its also soon to be over, as the classes get going and the teachers begin to go into the class full tilt. This semester I have even longer breaks between classes, and I plan to use them as much as possible. I've started typing up my notes, and I plan to continue, although I've decided Calc might be the exception to that rule, since obviously ... its not easily typeable.


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Now playing: Green Day & U2 - The Saints Are Coming (Live from New Orleans)
via FoxyTunes

The cows have to be cold.

So I've been walking, third day today.  I've gotten up to a whole hour of walking.  Its interesting, and I get a chance to listen to some podcasts and think and relax.  But I'm so sore.  Soooo sore.